I knew it would come eventually, but still, it doesn’t make it any easier does it? My last week on this project was here – and the dreaded handover before I went back to my day job.
On Wednesday of that week I held a stakeholder event, the last one I’d be involved in.
I designed the agenda so although I would lead the morning session, I could symbolically hand over the afternoon session to my successor Barry. He has the enviable task of taking my ‘baby’ away from me and managing the implementation phase. It wasn’t planned but the room we ended up using for the event fitted the occasion – we had to present from a stage and it felt like my curtain call.
I passed all my new friends and colleagues over to Barry, the new NHS Leicester City stroke redesign lead. Those stroke survivors, their carers, the clinicians and social care staff who helped me to find my service improvement wings said goodbye, gave me flowers and hugs and made me well up inside. They all wished me good luck for the future.
On Thursday, I packed up my project office. I took the pathway pictures down off the walls, threw out the residual ‘focus session’ biscuits that had gone soggy and well past their sell by date. I unplugged the computer, loaded the car with boxes and bags and pulled down the blinds. I said goodbye to the GP practice staff who have been so welcoming and drove away.
I could feel the ties being severed, one by one. Then as I made the journey back to the offices of NHS Leicester City
I reconnected.
On Friday I was back at NHS Leicester City’s headquarters. I walked into my office and felt funny. People were saying hello and I wasn’t quite listening. I was making notes about all the things that had happened while I had been away, what I needed to know about the in-year financial position, how the 2010/11 financial plan was developing and what our strategy was to move into the final year of NHS growth money.
Yes, I reconnected but I haven’t forgotten what I learnt from my secondment. I have had the most exhilarating experience and been lucky to have been given the time to do something so out of the box. My secondment gave me the opportunity to remember what it is about the NHS that is so important and why I am here – to serve patients.
In the days since I arrived back, I have acquired a massive energy. I have not stopped seeing patients in everything I do. I find myself visualising individuals I met as I think about our overarching work, for example what will balancing the financial plan mean to Jaswant or what might staying true to our health economy financial strategy do for Linda? I have not stopped asking if there’s a more effective way to do this money stuff that might release more resources to help.
That’s how I have reconnected and I have the redesign project and all those stakeholders to thank for it. I am so excited about being back and making the best use of all these new skills I have acquired and all these new connections I have made – in a time when I will need all the enthusiasm and tenacity I can muster. Oh, and rest assured, I will make sure we get our new stroke pathway.